Friday, October 30, 2009 -

Something to love forward to.. :

what is love is half complete.

phase 2

to be continue...

2:01 AM

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 -

The Past :

some yearned for the past.
some struggled for the present.
some lived for the future.

Why do people yearned for the past.
to seek comfort?
to find whats lost in the present?
to remorse about what they have did in the past?

The regrets that was gained from the past..
The pained behind it..
The happiness that was left behind...

The suffering that torments you.
The memories that returns to hunt you.
The regrets that is even greater then the pain.

And you wondered how much longer can you endure it.

What you should have did
What have I done wrong?

Is it too late.
Was i too late?

Is it possible to change the past.
Was it impossible to turn against it.
Did i expected this to happen.

What should i believe in now.
The pain, the regrets, the torment

the ability to learn from your mistake?

Mistakes that you shouldn't have made?
It was inevitable?
It was cause of my stupidity?

It was a mistake committed so I could learn from for the future.

I'll change,
everything will be okay.

If that's what you're thinking now, you just'd make the 2nd mistake of your life.

Humans don't change that easily, that why we're called humans.

humans never learned from their mistakes.
We'll repeat the same mistakes again and again til it finally leads us to our end.

The determination and will to defy this fate?

Are you ready for it.
Are you prepared to fight for the present and accept your past.
Are you prepared for whats coming.

If you cant accept your past.
Then forget about living for the future.

The future is unforeseeable and holds fears and struggled you can't begin to
comprehends.

Now, are you prepared...

8:45 PM

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Sunday, October 25, 2009 -

This feeling... :

The torn-like irritation i felt in my everyday life...
What is it...
What is this feeling...
What is that I'm missing in...
I'd want to know!...

I'd hate this feeling...
I'd dislike this feeling...
What is it....
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2 posts in mind.

The past..
What is love..

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And yes, more chicken little power!..




Sorry, i meant pig power!

2:14 AM

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Friday, October 23, 2009 -

Saving the world, with.... :

Lastly,

Are you prepared?



LOL, are you sure now?

12:59 AM

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 -

DEAD.. :

blog dead..
no more update..

post drop..

Everything will be okay..

10:07 PM

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Monday, October 12, 2009 -

Day 35 :

36th feeling recovered; Sorry to disappoint you.

Boring-tian.blogspot.com not quite dead yet.

BAM!

A week of post.

Sunday, October 4, 2009, day 27
TO
Sunday, October 11, 2009, day 34

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Thought of something nice to write..
Like my older posts....

Title; The past..

To be continue...

Learn to wait...
Its not complete yet....

3:02 AM

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Sunday, October 11, 2009 -

Day 34 :

35th feeling recovered; Craziness+++ overload,breakdown

Something happened at worked.
Didn't expect it..
It came so fast..

A bit of trouble going home alone.
Need a support..
Call a friend..
He chose not to..
He chose to abandon his friend..
But its okay..
Now i know what kind of person he is..

It doesn't matter anymore.

2:55 AM

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Saturday, October 10, 2009 -

Day 33 :

34th feeling recovered; Craziness++

Work 5pm to 10pm..
Nice time, i like it.

But next day, working 10am to 6pm..
Do i like it now......

Anonymous..
Living:bedok
Working venue: tampines mall.
Time: 10am to 3pm.

NEAR!

Me..
Living tampines.
Working venue: suntec city.
Time: 10am to 6pm.

VERY FAR!


Anonymous still can complain tired................

2:46 AM

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Friday, October 9, 2009 -

Day 32 :

33th feeling recovered; Craziness+

Off to work..
Not tired..
Not bored..
Not sien..

But...

Add a very to everything...
And you get I'M GOING CRAZY SOON!..

Maybe I'm already am..=.=

2:37 AM

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Thursday, October 8, 2009 -

Day 31 :

32th feeling recovered; Craziness
Hair cut short..
side burn shorten..
back hair shorten..
Life shorten..

Urgh? arhh? ehhh?

Ran home to emo...

EMO EMO EMO...

LALALALALA..

2:33 AM

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Wednesday, October 7, 2009 -

Day 30 :

31th feeling recovered; Laughter

Finally able to go out together like old times.
But sadly,not quite what i wanted.

Eat breakfast together.
Then went off for BASKET BALL!

Never smile and laugh this happily for so long..
Truly i am..

And yeah, Zhi hao really " owned " us when playing basket ball.

" He owned all of us a drink for losing too much. "

Adding 1 more lost to his 3 years of losing spree.

2:26 AM

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Tuesday, October 6, 2009 -

Day 29 :

30th feeling recovered; Anxiousness+

Went to sim lim square..
Brought my 1tb external hard disc at a reasonable, i mean " too cheap " price for $139

Gforce graphic card 8800 outdated
Not selling anymore.........

Slack at bugis street awhile, see how good it was compared to Sesame Street, eat with bastard friend.Insisted on paying separately -.-

Holding my 1tb hard disc like terrorist on mrt, everyone staring when i shouted boom!!

2:14 AM

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Monday, October 5, 2009 -

Day 28 :

29 feeling recovered; Anxiousness

Spending my 1st month pay..
Bleaching my hair..
Don't know how it would turn out...
would i have enough left to spend....

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Highlight,treatment,cut
Amount spent; $58
Left; $300
Result;
Hair color; sliver white.

2:09 AM

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Sunday, October 4, 2009 -

Day 27 :

28 feeling recovered; panic!

LATE!! FOR!! WORK!!

My boss is a bit perverted, called the store just to ask me why i was late.
But the problem is nobody told him i was.

Was trying to spy on me through the cctv? and realize the handsome guy wasn't there? :D
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For entertainment purpose, part 3

1st: " the balance system "



2nd: after I'm done with it..



LOLS...

1:35 AM

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Saturday, October 3, 2009 -

Day 26 :

27th feeling recovered; pleasantness.

Find that working is quite fun and relaxing now, time doesn't go slow, it goes fast.

Working 10am to 6pm tomorrow.
And i sill haven't sleep!!

Last and final hard day.

11:47 PM

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Friday, October 2, 2009 -

Day 25 :

26th feeling recovered; unfairness

From Xiao tian,

to Da tian, screw your " balance system "

Everyday sleep on top, and make me do all the work below....
I will defy this fate.

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For entertainment purpose, part 2

Isn't it pretty?


Some may have already seen it, but i still thinks it is nice and pretty and worth taking.

Hope varlin will feel better when she see this.




1:52 AM

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Thursday, October 1, 2009 -

Day 24 :

25 feeling recovered; joy

FINALLY, i get my paid.

I always wanted to do this!


But lack of funds has make me unable to do so.

Can start,
Soon.
The end.

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For entertainment purpose.

Not for stickers lovers.



Things on screen " sticker eater " ?

1:42 AM

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